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10 novembre The Run-A-Way Regretful times for the most Jolliest I dream of those unwanted thoughts that makes me turn back to my stopped paths.... Crying.. Felling Lonely.. Cheering up.. Cogitating.. Confused.. FINAL CONCLUSION:STOP!! And again a few frens lead and a few disappear,to where the signals of the nature turn red..People worth reading but mind not quite stable. Trying to understanding one but fail with torture. Then another comes into the unstable world,distracts the whole system even after being under went by the circumstances."Nature, are you testing me? Is it gonna bring you happiness by bringing in things I'm moving apart from? Or, are you trying to make me wiser...!!" Facing it many a times now is bringing in no end to the solution..so here i stop giving time to my thoughts unchanged!! No Diwali this year, will have the triple of what i dint have; the coming year.. Hope I sort things patiently :)! Blahbye :P! 24 febbraio Rannndommm... ELTHs>>>>>EVERY LITTLE THING HURTS N TEACHES BIG<<<<<
Its like.....IF i would've been given importance by the so cald public, then, she would've showed me the pics firse in the class...but,,, as SHE is the gonnabe leader, she showed HER first in the pavilion & I kept waiting in the class room.
Its like.....IF i would've have cald her to the pavilion 2 gimmi some company,she would say " i cannot miss the class, have missed so much already ",but.....
Its like.....now she does not like MY company but of HERz.
Its like.....I shared everything with him,thinking hez close to me & a good fren...he did so...... he ACTUALLY was a good fren of mine but i was jus a NORMAL fren of his.....
Its like.....I'm alone now,so ...no one wants to b wid me....
Its like....I dont understand things cos m a *** ...this is cos they dont treat me in the other way...
Its like..... A DIFFERENCE:IT HURTS !!
19 novembre Change of seasonHey all.. enjoy ur winterr :) Chennaiz facing a lil more of cold i guess :p
18 giugno Nighmares????Ummmmmmmm...... m feeling appyyyyy.. like "nappy mein b happyyy" huuuhuuu... i had such baaaaadddd night mares though....AH... i dreamt of some ppl starting a fite..like using missiles at us....hmm then jumping out of a house cos ppl r behind me..... Ummm and then its gonna b 12am(new yr) so gotta do something b4 its toooo late....Der're gonna b some changes as soon as its 12am..Oh...God.. but lol.. i still had my fonn wid me.. thru which i could msg my sweet hrt ;oD... was pulling his leg which i love too..... *SIGH* and i love him like crazy :D............................ 01 giugno Eer....hmmmm..... M jus lost... lost in deep thoughts..... things r so complicated within.......its simply crazy to b alone n think think think..... one move and things change... loads of things change... i cannot xpress myself to anyone... no one odes understands..but one does....cant name neone... but i made some false moves.... y do i do tht..... i feel like crying.... crying out loudly for wats been happening... i seek love in everything i do.... njoy things but since yesterday der r like some changes again.... wud u cal tht grwing up?????? i wish i could go bk.... whr i was so innocent...... i act like a kid so as to c smiles all ova, in n around mee but tilll.... der were some feelings tht i JUS couldn't controlll.........................i need a hug... a reall bad one... a shoulder... to cry upon..........m soo lost des days. truely deeplyy..donno wat m really missing.....but don wan ne one to c my crying jus for tht one person with a shoulderrr...........y do i always go mad?????? or is it da "teen" age....m not scared of anything but of DEATH..... BLOOD......jus 2thingsss other things r luck n miracless.....m bold within but xcept for des 2reasons....cos of which m scared of being alone .. scared of my imaginations.... they take me whr i don wanna gooooo...... M bold enough to handle situations... i do things wen i think its fine n good....but sometimes...i take deadly bad moves.....and repent later.... jus cos of myself/ my thoughts/imaginations/future/lonlinessss....yea.... i do.. i do SUCK... thts it i do.. nothing elsee... i kn no onez purrfect but still... no onez eva like meeee.......no one can b........ i've so much within meee... m no open book though i look like......I jus get carried away with LOVE n EMOTION...something thts not in my control.... not strong at this ptn.....I've lost all my interests in collecting stickerz/keychains/ear rings/....... and i more thinggg.........................M JEALOUS OF MY SISTERRRR sometimess....:((.... m freaked totally...insane is wat u cal ppl like mee.............i've told this to her n seen her jumping on to cloud .9........ i like being happy...m happy looking at smiling faces.... cos of which i act like wat otherz cal as a KID.....this is wat I'M.... i wont change.. this is wat means a grwn up to me....if ur talking bout being IMMATURED...... MATURED ppl don kn wat fun iss... dey're always apprehensive in life... talk big but r nothing truelyyy.... wen u tel someone to grw up... its ur duty to guide them instead of lecturing 'emm..... understand dey're ptn of viewzz....their sate of mind!!!! one person does... but still faarrr!!!.....m not good in ending up my blogs :p.....BUt i still need a warn n a caring hug...:((
And der i get a warm call tht makes me feel so much better 19 maggio Thinking....blinking !!@#@$??%>%^
Hmmm its shoooooo boring these days
 ....M becoming lazy as eva................sleeping late. ..waking up late...don get to c da sun rite above my head (noon).........jus get to c da early morning rising an da sleeping... ...cant move leaving da Ac behind. ...i step out an feel sooo sticky!!! mood changes cos of da stickynes..."i've to hurry home soon or else i'd die wid it".... ... face turn oily appying da sunscream lotion.........i sit rite up rite in front of my comp. ..don feel like going online or  ...chat wid ne one.. .i jus chk things an sign out asap....... ppl ask jus 1 Q...."wat r u doing in ur holiday?" which is one Q m running 4m.....then i'l take my fon, read a few fwds, den send to list n del..........watch tv.... ..... I actually don like to write bout my feeling an xperiences on a public thingee but i've no other way to update my sweet lil space
 ............no topics, no ideaz....mindz jus empty......i think loads, but bout ppl.....situations can b handled as an wen dey come so chuk out all da tension...no worriez ....... i feel lonely sometimes....feel irritated.....n then i get a "give a damn" attitude....... Der was a time wen my sister  used to make lovvvvely coffee. ..but i had to pour it dwn  wen i had it today...lol it was PATHETIC ...ANd da pizzaz tht she makes r awesome too but cannot b compared to da onez of Dominoz n Pizza Hut  ...... errr...wat else do i write nw...............hmmmm i don reply much to my frens wen dey say "send me some nice fwds if u hv" arre yar nw da fwds tht r left in my box r mostly da hindi onez...hehe..... so dey wont understand in fact again dey'l ask me da translation ........ loose girls were making plans an all on da last day of colej of going to some thunder wrld/mgm/queensland..or wateva all together...guess dey're still sleeping.. none of colej mates r into msn spaces an all...........so none of da spaces wud kn da real me M quite wen i want to b........ hv nothing to say...not a chatter box in my class...but a good listener ...wil talk wen i hv to.....ppl who wud cal me a QUIT GIRL wud b da one who m not vry much cls to..... but ppl whor really cls wud laugh hearing "GUNVEEN IS A QUITE GIRL??"  ......last movie i saw in da theatre was one bakwas movie which i was FORCED to watch ..........
07 maggio 25 Qz...
Tagged again
This time by Mandeep Singh aka Mandy Hmmmm so here it Goes again... 25 Qz.... A few more stuff bout mi self
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4. A jester to laugh with n a dwarf to laugh at.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. Umm...towards my right derz a Shadier, a pillar....a swicthboard
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? A scene 4m da movie Youth.... Vijay...
4. Without looking, guess what time it is? Umm 11:00pm or something
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? lol 11:pm
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? okiii other than da song too...then its my bua talking to simran..aka yelling at Raji...lol....(puzzled??) :p
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? In da morning..to da Beach...... jus walking around..in n out...
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? my mails....
9. What are you wearing? A low waist pant...a pink sleeve-less top... thts bout da clothes.. :) wid my hair let lose...
10. Did you dream last night? Yea....terrible tht was....
11. When did you last laugh? Evening....generally laughing all da time
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Umm der r 3frames 2gether... den derz another one separate 4m dos... a shadier again... a portrait made by my sister...n a few wall hangingz other than da fan
13. Seen anything weird lately? Hmmm not been laughing much des days
14. What do you think of this quiz? umm.....nothing gr8 bout this..hardly is anyone going to read it lol
15. What is the last film you saw? Shadi se pehle
16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy? Wud spend it slwly yar....... so don really kn on wat to spend..i've got no craze of cars n fonz an all..... so not much of use to me...
17. Tell me something about you that I dunno. Thts not supposed to b knwn thts y no one knwz
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? Egotism
19. Do you like to dance? Yea i do
20. George Bush. Cleaning up my dogz ass behind da bush ..lol....
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Ehhh silly to think bout tht nw.......
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Hmmm same answer
23. Would you ever consider living abroad? Ummm not living but a holiday wud jus b fine
24. What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? Hey my fav lil devil...u were jus purrfect dwn in der
25. 5 people who must also do this in their blog. Bad taggerz...neva gonna tag u guys da nxt time  .....but seriously...BAD ppl 
02 maggio HUHGosh!!! i donno y m not able to leave comments
on ur spaces..... so plssssssssssss forgive meeeeeee 
 TOP PAGE02 aprile !@!@THE END
01 aprile Tortureee....lol...
Hmmm semesterz around da corner and teacherz of my col making up issues over small things.. well okay wat we did was not a small thingee but still she should've been carefull with da register... we girls jus saw d attendance register and changed most of da absent coloums:p... one of da bitch 4m my class, da so cald "spy" blabberd da whole god damn thing to her... bish....ha ha out of 49 girls 32 r in trouble.. my teacherz gonna cut 15 days ka attendance, we've to pay a fine for da n number of holidays to write our semesterz but lol this bish aint letting us write tht too hehehe wel wel hope for da best tht she lets us write da seme cos no tom dick or harry has da rite on not letting students write da semester xams being it a madras uni pattern and not anton.... but eeeewwww seeing my class mates talk bout her and semes da whole of 5hrs i get so shit scared and doomed... wish i had a magic lamp, i wud et outta this col and be in a wonder land... aww hw i wish i could get bk my schl days..waaaa.. but hey m growing lol.... i need to face da bish hehe well btw my namez on da main list :p i don even hv my teacherz pic nai toh i wud hv put it on her.. hehe.. and wud hv hammerd her with da help of gem tree lol....hmm hope my folks agree on me shifting my col.. lol... hope even we shift soon..... It really feels good wen v pen our thoughts dwn lol this bloging thingee is like a such a wonderfull diary tht not only helps us get rid of our wierdo feeling inside da mind but also gives us da encouragement and advice :p.... so well as...
TOP PAGE20 marzo Blah blah Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww H hate xams..lol everybody dos!!! Gosh!! hw do da brainy heads study sooo damn much!! I've few girls in my class who mugg things up!! lol even accounts hehhe ummm guess even mugging up is a biiiiiiiig talent by itself which is not possible allllllllwayz:p oki oki nw i've to study for my so cald xam of tomo.. MIS - lol thts da subject... hv had loads of masti but no padae ahh!!! Who wud even like to study wen da teacherz r boooooring and they evn make da damn thing borrrrrring .......
lol thts wat da big head teacherz do!!!
19 gennaio @!$@#$Some new things r been discovered in my self........ m no more da fun gal,da cheerful one, da cool on.........m beginning to b a short tempered gal,an egoistic person.........its all jus haunting me...........m not liking anything.its all so boring.........everybodz better than me........y cant i b like 'em?? i don wanna hurt myself by lal those slits...............m feeling so incomplete..hv so many things going on im my mind.......y is it that i cant b wat i wan to??...i've neva been a dud like this...i was cald an intelligent once upon a time but nw some idiots fit 4nothing ppl cal me a DUMB GIRL!! wtf is their problem? if m dumb, then they been some1 to me, cant they help me out??? ppl who spread rumours, do seva an become good in front of da whole wrld but wat bout da rumour that they had spread bout da person??? This is wrld, da big dirty wrld......here ppl kn is only to gossip, even in da temple they do!!! they don go der for any kinda bhakti or wat eva, all they kn is to put one dwn widout any feelings........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ 12 dicembre bl0gblog Look wid hope th d horizone of today, For today is all v truely hv. Live this day well.
Let a lil sun out as well as in.. Create ur own rainbows.. Be open to all ur possibilities; All possibilities an miracles. Believe in miracles...
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.. God bless....(truely 4m hrt)
O well the end of da torture, parents were cald and thins hv been sort yayyyy 
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